for my mum.The words are all very true, and how i feel about my mum.

thanks for your help stuart

joanne

I have several things to tell you today, so please bear with me.

bethany has her date to go and have her tonsils out, 2nd november. 3 weeks today. 21 days. 504 hours. 20240 minutes........do i seem nervous....i am trying to breath deeply!! I totally hate it when she has something done in hospital. to date she has been put to sleep 8 times, and no it doesnt get easier. mum is coming to look after me while i try to look after Bethany.

have been to look around Charlies high school for next year. it looks fab, i just hope they let him go. will go look around the school of bullies monday night just incase i dont get him where i want him to go. I was blown away by all the stuff at the school. it is so different to when i went 20 years ago, but seemed the same. there is a corridor in the school that i used to be soooo scared to walk down, it still scared me today, although not quite as much. must make a mental note to not tell charlie about the scary corridor! they had so much state of the art stuff there. he will love it i am sure. they have a special needs lady who i am going to go and see nearer the time of him starting.

I have a new mother lol.

you all know her.....Jan aka serendipidy. She is so lovely to me...you all are. you are like my second family. stuart is dad, jan is mum, jeannette, ally, joyce, jackie and joan you are my aunty's. sara and lise jo my sisters. if anyone else would like to adopt me just let me know!! could do with a nanny and grandad, and maybe an uncle!!

managed to lose 1 1/2lbs this week so lost what i gained last week so hopefully will be back on track.

Bryce is lovely

charlie came home from school yesterday....can i have £160 to go on a school trip mum....try saying please son you may find it works!! lol

i am now off to raid my cupboards for food, wont find anything in them though lol so will have to have a fag instead!

love you all

Joanne

I love you Stuart

Oh I'm such a happy bride to be.........

Stuart....my Stuart....oh Stuart.......

Do you know how much you have done for me.

He only managed to find a website where i could buy my cake church.

I went straight away and got it, was very reasonable, just under £17 which included the post and packaging from the USA.would of cost more than that to buy some flowers to plonk on top!

I totally promise to post pictures of the cake after the wedding.

Its going to be a big secret from both families, as i know for a fact they are going to be blown away with it.

Thanks again Stuart, you are my hero....and tom and Jerry is on again today too....on his website.

big kisses coming your way!!!!!

Hugs

Joanne

help needed.

0k here goes. this probably doesnt apply to my friends in the uk as i have never ever seen anything like this before, but you may have the answers in need.

i was browsing on ebay looking for a cake topper, and found myself looking at the american site.

omg....i found the most perfect precious cake topper....i have never ever seen anything like it before in my life, and now unfortunatly i am desperate to have one for the wedding!

so click the link below and please if you can help me to locate one you would truly be making a dream come true for me.

Joyce,Jakie and Lisa Jo in the U.S please please please can you help me...or at least point me in the right direction of where i can get one of these.

Thanks everyone! love you all to bits

eBay: WILTON WEDDING CATHEDRAL CAKE KIT (item 220033543455 end time Oct-06-06 10:52:03 PDT)

Joanne

DIET.....WHAT DIET?

I managed to gain weight this week. not a massive amount....1-1/2 lbs but i'm still cross about it.

i know why though........I have missed my mum like mad this past week so have been eating rubbish again, crisps, chocolate and sweets, milky coffee's and just junk whenever i can.

I am going to try harder this week or i will look like the above photo!

love you all to bits

Joanne

p.s thanks for tom and jerry Stuart!!

kids ok!

mum and dad back Thursday I cant wait!!!

Diet has been non exsistant this week...think i miss mum.

went to bingo this afternoon with friends.....guess how much i won!!!

 

not a penny lol!

BUT DID MANAGE TO EAT A TOASTED CHEESE,HAM AND TOMATOE SANDWICH, A SNICKER ICE CREAM (KING SIZE) AND A PINT OF LAGER SHANDY! DID HAVE A DIET COKE AFTER THIS LOT AS I FELT GUILTY!

Do you reacon I have had my 22 points of food for today lol!

had a lovely chat with mother Jan and aunty Ally this morning...we missed you stuart.

PMSL.......ask jan what that means i have been teaching her chat lingo!

Playschool are saying Bryce has very bad speach, sister in law thinks maybe he cant hear properly, playschool agree....{{{sigh}}} will it ever end with these kids of mine!

Hello DAZMONDO if you are reading leave me a comment!

Am now off to have a coffee and a fag and to decide if i should eat tonight (smoked haddock,potatoes and sweetcorn) or just have an early night.

love you all to bits